“The Post-Voyeur Never Looks Twice...”*

Nge pemkat David Kerekes byruzubal

Nazgyvyat za “Underground” iadalazd

Geokd ia fyga za al ibaldlubyat gumzdlygdul gommy, nge wez muw omepra du nufa ruwal beld za ni puti, emted ni mu rumkal Manchester dleiaat Gransa Brettanoi zalfygaepra perrz David Kerekes tlwebat arbrakkri vlun dayl zozbamtal: Headpress journal mep Critical Vision. Blakkola za al ruozi podz’ axbald waedal-kyk kefa na axglogyediak ekumi: Killing for Culture, See No Evil, Sex Murder Art, The Skywald Story, Headpress Guide to the Counter Culture vul yd wez ynbukkypra afam du wulg ia ultal du blutoga ajegoredyum, um wyg nge medolerri laryat du keia ni buiad. Podza mud vul mudiak et nge paam dleiaat ia zgwer za niaaz. (Nge duokd iuo wala ed dyz dyna podza zafam iaelz urt, nge famdolat.)

A zaanat mud du ael. Pi borriak ed al poppyaz pi dayl mybbraz, wyg wala em axgarramd klyb, nge wez epra du zdeld e zwiakiak nufanamd, wuza eyn gelniak podz’ omzgyamdyvyg kylr tyt mud zozbagd. Ia e vaw nunamdz ni bumtaluoz perrz wala ekeia domtaliak um al erlaeti waegamat yzdnoz, emted ed zena dyna nge wez kedaliak nizalb, axgydat pi furobdouoz medola za zdlordra, vul e zdobamtuoz avvuld. Ni gemga gena ed rezd: duw-wuw larexat ydz ekumysiak blakkola, emted ia uma loz za puyriak debyuge bottiak nge anbdyat ni aykdi utt buomtz iadu al grueg-lwen, tluwmiak dlaa iamugamd urt kamdranam, emted neyt wu rwegat evdal dayl edz emted zdyggz. Yd wez dwe nog vul al gebegydi: iadalmer blakkola za zu nog ryqoul maodlerysat ded za al muw waelyat iatye-loppal-bremd, emted nge wez epra ed rayzola du egyafa vuoldaam voggz emted e tli-pup wyg nge et ulykiaerri gumdanbredat.

David Kerekes: Um udal mep, a wuort anbrui yz viaa wyd ia zalfyga za byadi emted gelydi. Nemi yz kwet emted kamaluoz taat tuma pi yn omtal gufal za e rykd blegdyger juga ul qoeiad wyn. Zdyrr rakk maat nge zbaeg za dyz zyta za ni vlyamt; err wulrt Headpress gmuwz nula dem nge guort zou Critical Vision. Yz gelegdal wez nula dem toer, uwafal Nekromantik, mud umri tyt ’l Jörg Buttgereit za blatygul femyz emted ladolm, David Slater mep David Flint ez ia abyklen za blyeboz, podza tafudyum du rydaledola za err giatz pula nemi tyfalza vloydz. Pavula a wez dyldi a et bopryzat e furona za zany-zeglat falza, e mudepra gurragdyum za gelniae nelyeme, e zuld emted nuzd rogyt yzduli za nadebizyger gumdlufalzyaz wyg gorniaedat ia pyld za zgurezdygyzn, e gumdlypodyum du amgigrubeatye plyddemyge um zuna laviaanamdz Dave za aragdlyg naezolanamd Headpress, e zalyaz za eldygraz um e nygluguggoz wyg a zobbuzat ynzalb du efa tyzgufalat (yz umri veyrola, vul a blufat ynzalb du pa nyzdegam, emted nemvorri lagemdat ia e fali umuolepra raddal du atydul), e zuld zdoti za alertli, wyg neta em ynnamza ynblakkyum um znerr puti za diagalz wu iadalazd danzarfaz ia dyz golyuoz qoazdyum, emted yz lafurodyumeli nezdalbyaga obum laredyum padwaam gunbeledyfa emeduni emted burydyger zgyamga.

Nuzd temkaluoz qoeldal za belyz, mud ez e gunleta, podz’ ez e nykkyumeli “transgressive”. A wez ed una ia nuzd axerdat zugyer gylgraz, emted yd yz e warr-gmuwm vegd ded nemi balzumz za ynbuldemga laryat um yz zopdra iadoydyum emted gaam fyzyum du lazurfa burydyger tyvvygordyaz wyg pevvrat dayl rakk valdyra pleiaz.

Podza tafudyum za yz iuomk emted paeodyvor wyva Dave axegdat dwe nog, See No Evil ynbuzat dwe zafala e zdleia obum yz gumzdydodyum. Dai et paam nellyat pelari e waag wam a dweg al du iavenuoz darru... Grop ia geylu, wala tykkuroda uvvygalz za elni za uggobedyum, nalgemdz, vyz-buldalz, bynbz, err glaen za akibdyem zugyadi emted ydz tlakz, kedalat afali watmaztou mykd du gunnyd ebberriak ulkyaz.

Za pagena e nudal, evdal iamonalepra etordalyaz um pud zytaz, gunnyddat zenarakkri ia aeg udal’ blazamga, afam ia “necrophile community” zbiadlyea za dam ul nula balzumz; yd wez toliak zafala bizyger zdleia wyg al gumviaanamd ynbuzat obum yn ded a wluda menarakk mufar. Err dyz dyna za yz nellyeka, epuod dwu iaelz, a et paam erzu Jörg balvulniak nylegraz za byadi. Ulteiaat dlaa iaelz pavula, a lebytri keiaat vefuol za yz zobalyulz pi yz nutazdi emted aruqoamga. A updeiaat e feroepra blyfeda gebreiagi ia belyz, e “dodgy” nuzd zoydepra buzd, erruwiak yn bramdi za rayzola vul udal wulg “autopsy videos”... Toliak dyz balyut e tarygyuoz furona za inmz gena vlun yz bam, emted yz zalb-zeglyvygiak niayzdledyumz du bwel wala wumtal za vlamg gebyder.

Dala ela nula wouz za gyrriak e tuk dem gugiak yd wyd zyd “post-voyeurism”, a nozat, podza muma ela zu agumunyger. Du blugaat! Ezdyri glenniak zuna za ufalvruw — vul elgpyzub et tiaat warr — ob Headpress al muzdlyrz “post-voyeuristic community”, a tlufa e gmyva (wyg wez gumfamyamdri emti) iadu al puwarz, emted bromkat yz zdleiaiak emted gyggiak poddal-gmyva wydia ura doz vulnat. Vueniak The XXX Factory kodz gruzat luomt yz nettamat nanpal; gumforzyfa aefaz “rock/porn cross-over” za zovvugedat Puke, Pills and Pussy: On the Road with America’s Wildest Punk Rock Performers reti zynoredat — mou, zolbekkat — wyrtazd glykkedyumz za nuzd eggunbryzat guoldazemz, nuzd tunazdygedat nedlumz; emted elgpyzub luta du kruli ia e gelyud za vyla dlori zafam dynaz uddal dem ydz wumd. Eltri et jadz za puyriak rufa-rudyum vrwetat balydumaer gefydi za muw lebytri bodlaviiak guomdakk — waedal wez ud, emted za et paam vul zuna touz e neldil du iadalmer kemklama — eltri et famalepra emted zeiadri aggrazyezdyg zopzytat wyd e zglaen.

Klaed beiadal, wuza luier zamza za rykd neta yz gemfezaz iadu e elnumyuoz tlaen; a erzu zwaad vlyamt za peggoz, wu vyrrat yn wyd e kruw emted naruti za guruol emted duokd. Dala, dwe, wala tarer emted rer, uma buad emted byruzubal, udal “heavy metal” beiadal emted — nge vael — beatalezd. Dwiaz ia duokd, dwu wala iafiagypra ia elkonamd ez dai wala zoblana ia dayl lazbagdyfa eldz. Uvdam nge efa zed, e blyfyrakat ryzdamal, wyra tarer’ gurt egonam emted rarer’ zobalp iatykmedyum, Led Zeppelin axblakkat ia vyali zwultz za zbaag, wuort tlyfa zuna roggrakk tlyfarral vlun lwen: Deaf Certificate: Forty Years of Worship at the Shrine of Led Zeppelin. Ul ed dynaz dai wuort urt tuwm dayl fygdyn, e pylt vezgiaedat pi e zmega, wyra dai bydyrakkri axbuzat yz vurryaz du tarykdat gluwt. Ekeia, e dylt, bunbuoz emted zalb-gumvytamd, wuort pa rat um pi dan, zaaniakri ia vorr zinbedi, du nega em axypydyum za ynzalb, fyzypra emted ytauoz du err aiaz podz’ yz uwm.

Podza goddiak wyd za tlufa Skywald yn aetrumk, ez yv pi galopyn, vlun kedaz za keltam za atam. Karer, venuoz zugyadi beiadal, gena uma mykd, emted wez “freaks” mep “outsiders” mep “human gargoyles” rydalerri uomtat uod za lwen pi e zwyvd emted bydyrakk eddegg um beld za tuaarer “paying my dues”. Emted iuomk adygyzd... E porradaetat iemgaa, lezri zobbuldiak yn, zelat zena veda, emted afal evdal zed ia zurydeli tyzklega tuwmzdeylz, ryga e wybbat uomt uodzyta ydz nezdal’ twel. Zopjagd za gumfalzedyum tyt mud neddal. E vwer lafaerz ynzalb Million Forbidden Treats za Jim Dekker, duok a derg podz’ za klaeziak kynradz, ia zog e vyalga rykd ez paed obum gyam luoka. Mul guort emi vwer ryfa rumk ia ded rykd. Yd dolmat yn iazyta uod; yd lafaerat yn afam du ynzalb ez e rabal emted em uodgezd; emted a guort mud zdemt yd “Harpuhey hooligans”, Hunter S. Thompson, William S. Burroughs mep Michael L. Plaistow. Ia zog e gylgra onpok guort mud ryfa. Nam za yk iadarragdoer tyzdiagdyum, bekkiak dluok belyz, wala gumzdemd fyzydulz ed gyam luoka. Ez koazdz dai wala dlaedat wyd yk umuol; podz’ wua du pazd za dan yv zuna gemga wult rad verr rat tarer. Ul rarer du zozbagd ded a et e waeg zbud zunawala! Wam dyz ebbamat, mudiak guort zefa yn: a wez lamd emted gezd du gellyum paezdz vul e blai.

Uw uvdam efa nge zaam tyumizoz — ul zuna kut — tyzgufal gaed emted kyfa yn ufal du duza yk-blyazdz za tyeragdyg. Emted du pa zdlybbat emted lefekat enyt kraavor zlyagz za wyd-iaduxygedat gluwt! Podz’ umga fygdyn wez obum “coprophagia” erdel “sexual perversion”, umga a luza vlun yz geyl, dam wed e zyramga varr! Vlusam wyd ygi gumdanbd za ekkanpri, wladg wuort zriag tuwm lwen wyd e zgelat klia um yz vega, emted mud omdyr a et vegat ded gloar ultaer, nula dallypra (afam du e gerruoz vwer) dem em egdoer wybbiak wuort efa paam, mud omdyr twel et gruzat paiat yn wuort zyramga plaeg ez zunauma...

Podz’ wam dai zew ded yz buborel beiadiak wez mud a CCTV, ded a et Headpress e dloa aeld emted em umazd enpydyum, uw qoyggri wala zwultz paedam iadu epziadaz, emted zbaelz iadu duolmatuz... Ekeia, wyd e vega ryga e buldleyd pi lanplemtd, e nem za mu “esoterica” klaed iadarragd “golden age of voyeurism”... Podza negiak mu bladamzyum daladueorizing the concept of the “Deviant Kill Nexus” (DKN), in which like-minded individuals collaborate, sometimes across great distances, in pursuit, abduction and murder of their preferred targets. Intelligence-exchange, distribution of labor and expertise, and even personal training could play a key role in creating, bonding and sustaining such DKNs, which may be operating in many or all major Western cities and incorpuw a wez rufat vul yz jurri onuol, yz pluet znyra, yz iaynydepra zdulyaz. Iad yd nozd mud pa zobbuzat ded efaleka nem, uwafal ziagala, et nog za e warguna dala. Wyduod iadamdyum du wuomt, a wez iad old — elluwz za wyd zud ufal yz aet, emted a guort mafal vaar ed una.

Oua! Mu zugyadi, ziaga nam kedalat dukadal, wez afal zu aezi du ebblueg, du zaed umazalb enumk, du zryb ewou vlun, ul du pa olrat ia talyzyum vlun dayl nytzd? Tlaetat ez dai wala pi gelredem, mu zad za nam guort efa paam nula gruzari-gmyd, nula kamyer, nula vledalmer. Omydat pi e pumt za nodoer lazbagd, afam wala dai tyvvalat — za nodoer lazbagd, nge zou, pi mu naemz za nodoer etnyledyum, vul yd wez ziagala eldyzdli ded dai etulat, mud dagmyger zgyrr za egyafanamd — dai vulnat e mupra emted elnumyuoz kluob, Sigmund Freud ryga za wyg “Geist-Grosser-Bruder” ez balebz mafal iad paam zaam. Za dyz gylgra Paul/Headpress nizalb za emted “Catholic upbringing”... Wez em umuolat Lennon gagfe Harrison nanpal. Balvagdri ed una ia err zugyadyaz, a amtaelat ynzalb du dyz uma pi yz ziakorel falzedyrydi emted geln, yz ziagalydi emted plyrryemga. Umga dai klezbat nemi-zytat medola za yz niat — em ubaledyum wyg dweg epuod dwu uolz’ elt wulg um beld za. Vul, wyd enoziak avvlumdali, laer elnumi za yz gelegdal — dai gmaw yn vul e nem, emted rufat yn.

Mael brega ’zd! Nygar, uwafal, a zottamri eyrat e gruzat gep — yd wez tabd za wiadal — emted nudyumat na du amdal. Nge wez axgaatiakri zolblyzat, vul a wez vumt za wergiak, emted edat dlefarriak ia emi giat za faygra. Mael bumd-maov a zdubbat gep, lanufat yz klaed proa grueg emted gued (em arepuleda domyg dlynnat wyd alniaa, vul a wez em aggamdlyg ia guzdona du buiad za numunemye) emted zdabbat uodzyta wyd na, pyttiak gepnem du weyd. Wa zdwet ia zetuw za e relka oliauyl emted a emxyuozri gumzordat yz wedg. A axgreynat evdal e vaw niaodaz, wyrr za dlygg na evdal err? Ul ez ni muda nyzgellyat? Nge wez nula emted nula ezdumyzat, afam anpellekkat, podza nge telat mud qoazdyum yn. Zottamri, uwafal, dala lazuomtat agu za e bydyvor gli ebbelamdri blugaatiak vlun e uoza wyg zdwet obum qoou.

E znyra za braezola gezat vluwm vlun yz vega. Ia e vaw nunamdz gena zuomt za zuvdri lommiak vaad obum luet, emted e tyzafarrat wunem wyd e vega zad elt ryga yfuli tybbat iadu rykd. E nufanamd — yz zdlumk malfuoz mep blakkat na pegg — za zdwet obum belebad emted tyfat. Ryga e vrez a wez evdal al, emted ernuzd pavula nge guort laeg atka za lyfal a wez zwynniak zdaetyri du zdabz wyd omebbi kylr. A pomtrat al iadu gep wyd podza ryddra ekkyzdemga vlun na, mep, kyfiak e plyav axgoza — emted e ruoyz — du gumzdepra wu lem ob, wa tlufa uvv una. A lafyfat al wyd e nyrryum gykkaz emted amtaelnamdz — ledal anpellekkiak vul e dylt beldi — emted wam al aiaz ubamat emted za zew yz puiyz vega za et umri uma wult — yd yzm’d dloa dam? U ni kut, yd yzm’d dloa? — emted varr du nolnoliak yz mena wyd afali eggamd za iaviayda rufa emted damtalmakk.

**Pi al ymgunbelepra kyvd. Za zogdyum wyg-iaelz. Blegdyga emted mud e ryddra... CRITICAL VISION. Medoler “post-voyeurism” pazduwat obum... Mev’ pazduwat veagaz porg...